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What We Save

February 16, 2011 by Greg Kandra

Deacon Greg Kandra When I left CBS a few years ago, I didn't come home empty-handed.

I left with a dozen cardboard boxes, containing twenty-six years of . . . well, stuff. The couriers dropped off these things at our apartment one evening last October, and they've been sitting outside my home office for about five months. Finally, after my wife had had about as much of it as she could take (she's very patient), she said, "Isn't it about time you went through these?"

photo: Andrea_R, C.C. Flickr Uh. Yeah. And so, over a weekend, I did.

I suspected that a lot of the stuff in the boxes would be fundamentally worthless. It was. There were files on stories that aired twenty years earlier, radio scripts going back to 1987, out-dated resumes, and writing samples. There were crumpled baseball caps—souvenirs from just about every show I'd worked on—along with colorful coffee mugs marking my career from "Street Stories" to "Survivor." ("Please," my wife pleaded, after running these mildewed mugs through the dishwasher, "No more mugs, okay? We have plenty.")

Then there were strange things that I kept tacked to my bulletin board. A postcard of the S.S. Norway (now little more than scrap metal, but my wife and I had taken our first cruise on that in 1995); the torn ticket stub from Jerry Seinfeld's farewell concert; a couple pictures of me, tanned and with a lot more hair (mostly brown) at Disney World; and a long lanyard containing credentials from a variety of projects that I'd worked on, including the 1996 New Hampshire primary and the first Persian Gulf War in 1990.

There was a Rolodex full of phone numbers of people I haven't called in decades, memos about company holidays from the 1990s, and a bumper sticker that gave a winking nod to a former CBS News anchorman with the phrase "I'd RATHER be watching 48 Hours." And so it went: file folders, paperweights wrapped in old newspapers, accumulated mementos and souvenirs and bric-a-brac and junk. Seeing some things brought a smile; others, a grimace. A fair amount of the stuff ended up in green plastic garbage bags.

But it gave me an opportunity to think about the things we save, and the things we discard. We are creatures who collect, and recollect. We hold on, and we remember. Our religion, in fact, is built on remembrance—following Christ's command to "Do this in memory of me"—and so much within our liturgical practices are tied to the tangible relics and remnants of centuries past. We can't help but find comfort and consolation in recalling where we have come from, and what led us to where we are today.

Reflecting on all this, I realized: so much of our lives are composed of cardboard boxes containing pieces of our past. And a lot of it is, almost literally, baggage.

It's baggage that can sometimes hold us back, and drag us down. We can run the risk of becoming too attached to what was, and disconnected from what is. Sorting through those boxes, I saw a different person. It was nice to visit with him for a while. But—and this is probably a good thing—I didn't find myself feeling much nostalgia for him, or the things he packed away in those boxes. God has a way of placing us where He wants us, when He wants us there.

And so it wasn't hard for me to bundle up those belongings and haul them down to the basement trash room and bid them goodbye.

Life continues. I have more work ahead of me, other assignments and tasks and obligations waiting to be tackled.

Besides, part of the adventure of living lies in creating moments, and memories. I'm sure there are many more cardboard boxes waiting to be filled.

2/16/2011 5:00:00 AM

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About Greg Kandra

Deacon Greg Kandra is a Roman Catholic Deacon serving the Diocese of Brooklyn, NY, and an award-winning journalist.

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