The Not So Big Faith

Last updated on: March 27, 2012 at 12:56 pm by Jana Riess

The Not So Big Faith 2012-03-27T12:56:41-06:00 Jana Riess

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A number of years ago I got very into the “Not So Big House” movement, loving Sarah Susanka’s emphasis on great domestic design as a means to maximize comfort. People feel comfortable in small spaces, which is why we gravitate toward window seats and inglenooks, and why everyone crowds together in the kitchen at a party. Small, private, carefully planned spaces are havens. We know what to expect from them, and we feel safe.

I’ve been thinking about that scaffolding of architectural safety this week as I read David Benner’s outstanding book on transformation, Spirituality and the Awakening Self. Notice that I didn’t say the book is about spiritual growth. One of the many helpful clarifications Benner makes is that growth is not the same as transformation, not at all.

Spiritual growth, like a child’s physical growth, is fairly predictable and proceeds according to recognizable milestones, like James Fowler’s famous Stages of Faith. Transformation, however, is altogether different. It requires that we jettison much of the comfort of the Not So Big Faith and take a flying leap. Transformation is not about piety and rules and all the metaphorical inglenooks we’ve invented to make what is strange and overpowering feel reassuringly familiar and domesticated. If religion is about claiming truth (and, for some people, holding a monopoly on truth) transformation is about being possessed by Truth with a capital T (p. 81).

Which is why this book scared the holy crap out of me. And I mean that literally. There’s a lot of “holy” crap I’ve named God, and mistaken for God, in my life. It’s just so much easier that way. I go to church and say my prayers and read my scriptures, often because I feel I am supposed to do these things rather than because I expect to be truly transformed by them. Transformation is scary because it opens the door for everything else to change.

I found Spirituality and the Awakening Self to be a remarkably powerful and hopeful book. It did not burden me as some spirituality books unwittingly burden us readers, by placing the onus of transformation squarely on our shoulders. Instead, Benner repeatedly emphasizes that transformation is not something that we can engineer by our own power. Our spiritual practices can sometimes prepare us for transformation, but they do not conjure it. It is a gift from God. It does not proceed in a linear fashion, leading us ever upward, but through a crazy forty-years-in-the-wilderness pattern that makes sense only in hindsight, if ever.

Benner says that spiritual growth is about the spirit, and is well and good. But transformation is about the health and mission of the soul. I had not thought seriously about the difference between “spirit” and “soul,” but in his hands it is far more than merely a semantic distinction. The soul-centered person can stand in a “reflective space” between herself and the events of her life (p. 121). The soul is grounded in daily reality, not pie-in-the-sky ethereal faith or a sanctimonious denial of human failure. It is the soul that can transcend our Not So Big Faith, requiring “a series of surrenders of the smaller selves” we’ve created to ease our comfortable passage through life (p. 191).

In other words, it may feel warm and cozy sitting here by the fireplace, but it’s time to leave the Not So Big Faith behind. In Sarah Susanka’s writing, she argues that the Not So Big House is merely a launching pad; we embrace comfortable, small spaces at home so that we can better tackle the big and often overwhelming world outside.

So it is with my Not So Big Faith. It has been a peaceful incubator, but only a way station in the end.

Jana Riess is an acquisitions editor in the publishing industry, primarily acquiring in the areas of religion, history, popular culture, ethics, and biblical studies. She is the author, co-author, or editor of nine books, including Flunking Sainthood: A Year of Breaking the Sabbath, Forgetting to Pray, and Still Loving My Neighbor; What Would Buffy Do? The Vampire Slayer as a Spiritual Guide; Mormonism for Dummies; and The Writer’s Market Guide to Getting Published. She currently blogs for Religion News Service.

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