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I woke up sore, itchy, and worried.<\/p>\n

One of the errands I ran yesterday, before I made that strawberry jam<\/a>, was a trip to the doctor. In 2021, the nurse who was giving me my COVID vaccine pointed out that one of the moles on my shoulders was getting dark, so I got a referral to the dermatologist\u2019s office to have it biopsied. The dermatologist cut off two odd-looking moles, one of which turned out to be normal, but that dark mole was \u201cmildly abnormal.\u201d The abnormal type of mole is the type that can turn into cancer, if you leave it to keep mutating for months, but it wasn\u2019t cancer yet. Not an emergency, just something that could have been one eventually. Now I go back to get examined every six months. He\u2019d had to cut off two more spots last year, one more normal and one more abnormal. Thursday, he got a fifth spot. The biopsy won\u2019t be in for three weeks.<\/p>\n

Local anesthesia always makes me itchy the next day, so I woke up with a prickling itch on a wound I couldn\u2019t scratch. The mole he\u2019d had to cut off was a bit deep, so the sore spot on my back was worse than usual. The doctor had said\u00a0 he was very unconcerned, He always says he\u2019s very unconcerned.\u00a0 I had been very unconcerned as well, until after I\u2019d slept on it.<\/p>\n

I used to be completely unafraid of death. Suffering, now, that\u2019s another story, but not death. Death meant meeting Jesus, and I knew my conscience was clean. Now I\u2019m not so sure.<\/p>\n

Steubenville has been a long cascade of more and more certain knowledge that the Church is not a good mother. The events that began in 2021 have convinced me that she is a terrible, abusive mother. I still believe her theology. Her theology is the best way I\u2019ve ever found to articulate the things I\u2019ve experienced about God. But when a mother is that wicked, how do you trust her to teach you right from wrong? Not the basic gist of it. Not \u201clove the Lord your God and love your neighbor as yourself.\u201d I mean all the little rules that are supposed to teach us how. A\u00a0 few of them seem to do the opposite.<\/p>\n

What if you absolutely can\u2019t do what that mother orders you to do? Do you just do the best you can, and hope that your Father is more reasonable than she is, so you won\u2019t get a spanking when he gets here?\u00a0Because I can\u2019t go to confession. I\u2019ve tried<\/a>. I want to go, but the panic attacks are too severe, and I don\u2019t know if that can ever change. And there are a small handful of things that this abusive mother has informed me are deeply immoral even though they hurt no one, and I can\u2019t make that make sense.<\/p>\n

It makes me feel unsafe. If I died just now, I don\u2019t know what would happen to me next.<\/p>\n

The shower stung that sore place, and I couldn\u2019t find a fresh bandage to go over it.<\/p>\n

The sore place stung until I went to the store to spend our last five dollars on a box of bandages. It stung as I twisted and turned around to try to cover the sore with the bandage, right in that place on the shoulder blade that I can\u2019t reach easily. It stung as I cooked those eggplant from the pantry box for dinner.<\/p>\n

It stung as I went outside with my spaghetti strainer under one arm and the guinea pig in a laundry basket under the other, to pick strawberries.<\/p>\n

There is no easy way to trample through a strawberry patch and get all the fruit. It\u2019s exhausting to do it standing up, and it stains your trousers to do it on your hands and knees. Somehow I managed, meticulous, picking over every little plant, reaching down to the soil under the dark green leaves. I filled the bowl to overflowing, but there were more strawberries everywhere.<\/p>\n

Adrienne came out to join me. Strawberries have always been her favorite fruit, but she likes the half-ripe sour kind best. She helped me harvest berries for a few minutes before getting tired and lying down in the clover to listen to her music. Lady McFluff had been grazing under the laundry basket, but just at that moment she butted it with her head in just such a way that she got free\u2013 right into the strawberry patch, invisible except for the shaking leaves.<\/p>\n

I was so sick of strawberry picking, I hoped she\u2019d eat a few and save me the trouble.<\/p>\n

Adrienne promised to watch her carefully. I did not make her go back under the basket. We laughed at her antics together, until I heard the sound of Jimmy\u2019s boy riding his scooter in front of the house.<\/p>\n

\u201cCome get a bag and you can have free dessert!\u201d I commanded.<\/p>\n

Jimmy\u2019s boy asked for four bags, to share with his friends.<\/p>\n

I showed him the patch. \u201cThe green ones are too sour, and the slimy ones are rotten. Other than that, help yourself! Look close to the ground. They\u2019re hidden like an Easter egg hunt.\u201d<\/p>\n

If I\u2019d told him there were jewel-encrusted Fabrege eggs hiding under the strawberry plants, I don\u2019t think he would have hopped to work faster. Jimmy\u2019s boy and Lady McFluff trampled all over the patch, happy as a human and a pig could possibly be. And then he got tired of searching for strawberries, so he helped himself to several handfuls I\u2019d already picked. I showed him the pea plants that were covered in flowers: soft white flowers from the ordinary store-bought sugar snap peas, and rich purple flowers from the rare heirloom sugar snap peas I\u2019d gotten at the free seed bank. \u201cIn a week when you come to see me, these flowers will be gone, but the sugar snap peas will be all over the vines and you can help with the harvest again! And here are your watermelon bushes just getting started. We\u2019ll have watermelons when it\u2019s almost time to go back to school. And ALL of these are sunflowers. And these are tomatoes. And this? This is a surprise pumpkin. I won\u2019t know what kind until fall, because the seed grew at random out of the compost.\u201d<\/p>\n

By the time he went back to his own house, the boy\u2019s bags were stuffed to overflowing. And I still had a strainer that was nearly full, with more to come out of the patch. And these weren\u2019t the ugly misshapen little strawberries that had ripened first. These were glistening red rubies, firm and picturesque.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m going to bring a bag to the Friendship Room,\u201d I said. \u201cMaybe some of our jam as well. They can have them on ice cream for the Fourth of July picnic.\u201d<\/p>\n

I had wanted to share my garden produce with the Friendship Room for years. The strawberry plants were finally producing enough to pass around\u2013 to neighbors, to the homeless downtown, even to the guinea pig who was still happily munching. And there was still more fruit to come\u2013 there were hard green berries still ripening. There would be peas and onions and tomatoes for all.<\/p>\n

I realized that the sore patch on my shoulder had stopped hurting.<\/p>\n

A robin swooped low over the garden, singing. I watched him light just over the door at my neighbor\u2019s old house, which has been empty for a year.<\/p>\n

There was a nest up there, built into the crack between her screen door and her door. The bird was bringing food to her children. I saw that she was a robin.<\/p>\n

I remembered that Italian folktale about the robin\u2013 that a bird had landed on the cross to comfort Jesus and gotten her breast all stained with blood, and forever after all robins wore the Blood of Christ in His memory.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t explain my reasoning just then. But at that moment, it was impossible to believe that God was unjust or unloving, or that He\u2019d want to destroy me as His Church has done. It couldn\u2019t be. Not when there were strawberry bushes and pea blossoms, guinea pigs and neighbors with children. Not when pumpkins and tomatoes rose out of the compost without cost. Not when birds stained with the blood of Christ brought food to their children in the place where so much evil used to be done. Not when it was late May, and the lake beach was open for swimming, and the Baker Street Irregulars were happy with their music<\/a>, Adrienne was finishing her school work.<\/p>\n

If my life had been demanded of me just then, I\u2019d have turned around happily and offered the angel some of my strawberries.<\/p>\n

There was nothing at all in the whole wide world but mercy.<\/p>\n

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