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This Season, What to Give When You Have Nothing to GIve

This Season, What to Give When You Have Nothing to GIve

Last updated on: December 8, 2019 at 10:07 pm by Redbud Writers Guild

This Season, What to Give When You Have Nothing to GIve 2019-12-08T22:07:41-05:00 Redbud Writers Guild

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Do you feel a bit bereft of Christmas Spirit this year? Or—-just wondering what you can give that would be meaningful? This is for you. First, a story.

When I was 12 I went reluctantly to a birthday party. Karen was two years younger than me and I didn’t know her that well, but there were few parties in this tiny town and there would be cake. Which meant sugar, and we didn’t have much of either at my house.

We sat around the kitchen table, six of us. After the birthday serenade, I ate my cake slowly, letting the frosting melt in my mouth. Karen began tearing open her presents. I stopped eating my cake. The gifts were lavish, to my eyes. Model horses, a dollhouse, toys from department stores. The kind of toys we didn’t have. I wasn’t jealous—-these were things for other people, not for us, but I sat in dread. And then–there it was, my present. It was a book, a fifty cent paperback I had just received from Scholastic Books. It was meant for me—a book about a horse. My family had no money for a present and I had nothing else to give her. Karen’s family wasn’t rich but they owned the local store. I knew it was a pathetic present, almost an insult. But I had one more thing to give—-I had a dollar. That was all the money I had right then, one limp wrinkled dollar bill and I had no way of making more. I had placed the dollar in the middle of the book then wrapped my entire fortune in newspaper, tied a ribbon I had found somewhere around it all and brought it to the party.

Karen held the book indifferently, flipped through it, saw the dollar, “Thanks Leslie” she said perfunctorily and it was over. But I felt the heat of shame flush my face. It was the worst gift at the table, just like at every birthday party I went to. And–I had given it not out of generosity, but out of fear and embarrassment.

In this season of giving, what if you have little to give?

What if you’re sad, dealing with the death of someone you loved?

What if you have few resources to buy gifts this year?

What if you’re not jingly with merriment this month of wintry dark and cold?

What if you don’t decorate for Christmas this year at all?

What if you’re a tiny bit resentful for the thousand things you’re supposed to carry off this holiday season for everyone else?

What if some of your gifts are given out of obligation and avoidance of shame rather than love?

That makes you just like everyone else. And if you’re on the other end, if you’re a Christmas magician and a godly fairy-mother, this is for you, too. Because these are three things we ALL need this season and these are three things we can all give this season:

GIVE THE TRUTH

Last night a dear friend called and asked how I was. “Kinda lousy, actually,” I told her, then I told her why. I told her about not sleeping, about the rain and the dark, the book, teenagers, the season. I had to say it. It costs too much to pretend. She heard me and spoke back. I was not alone.

I’m not telling you to cry on every shoulder you see. I’m not telling you to wallow in self-pity. But allow yourself to speak the truth of your struggle to your nearest friends. Pema Chodron writes, “How did I get so lucky to have my heart awakened to others and their suffering?” Let trustworthy hearts be awakened. Truth in all its forms is a gift. Friendships don’t survive without it.

GIVE STORIES

No matter how old they are, tell your children stories of when they were young. Let them love the stranger who is their younger self and let them see your love for her too. Tell your own growing-up stories—about Christmas, about school, the memories that make you laugh. Without family stories, we are exiles in the present, marooned without context, without history. Even sad stories can contain beauty and comfort. Pass it on. When there is only silence about the past, we wander, homeless searching for somewhere to belong. Giving your children a heritage is giving them a home.

GIVE GENEROUS WORDS GENEROUSLY

No matter your bank account, no matter if you live in a travel trailer at an RV park or a mansion on the mountains, you possess something priceless: the power and the ability to speak even the dead back to life. You know the words we wait our whole lives to hear. Maybe these are words you yourself have not heard. Don’t make people wait as you have waited. Tell them now:

“I love you.”

“You’re amazing.”

“You’re such a good father.”

“You’re an incredible son.”

“I’m sorry.”

“You’re the most caring person I know.”

“You’re so beautiful: outside-inside and everywhere.”

“I’m so proud of you.”

“I forgive you. Will you forgive me?”

“I’m always here for you.”

GIVE THE REASON FOR THE HOPE THAT IS WITHIN YOU

Yes, you can even use words if you must. But speak the hope of Jesus to others in such a way that it feels like a gift—because it truly is.

If you can do all of this, or any of it, as God gives ability, you’re getting close to that first Christmas: you’re giving a touch of Jesus.

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About Leslie Leyland Fields

Leslie Leyland Fields has authored 11 books, the most recent The Wonder Years: 40 Women over 40 on Aging, Faith, Beauty and Strength. She lives on two islands in Alaska and is grateful to travel and teach around the world. You can read more about the author here.

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