To Matt Moore, the Christian “ex-gay” blogger found on Grindr

Last updated on: February 5, 2013 at 8:54 am by John Shore

To Matt Moore, the Christian “ex-gay” blogger found on Grindr 2013-02-05T08:54:35-08:00 John Shore

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This is Matt Moore. He’s a blogger for The Christian Post. (So am I! Except I never blog there. I probably should; they’ve been really nice to me.) Matt, who is gay, writes about how homosexuality is sinful, wrong, an abomination unto God, etc. His blog is called Standing on Truth. Typical of its posts are My Story: Homosexuality, Drunkenness, Grace and Redemption, Leaving Homosexuality: The Real Power Of My Testimony, and Why Does God Allow People To Be Gay If He Hates Homosexuality?. (Spoiler alert: because it makes them sinful enough to need Jesus.)

Last March The Christian Post ran a big feature on Matt, titled Testimony of Blogger Rescued From Gay Lifestyle Inspires Others.

“[My] blog is geared toward the struggle with homosexuality,” writes Matt, “but it applies to all sinful struggles. We all have sinful natures and struggles that we wish we didn’t have. But Christian, know that God is working everything—even your struggles—for your good and His glory. So keep fighting… soak yourself in the Word, pray without ceasing, and persevere.”

Maybe not optimum use there of the word “soak”—but you get the idea: gay, but … self-negating through God, basically. That’s Matt’s whole public thing.

It was, anyway, until yesterday, when on her blog the great Zinnia Jones shared that a reader of hers had found Matt’s profile on Grindr, the popular app that lets you “Find gay, bi, curious guys for free near you!” After he’d been … outed for being out, Matt wrote Zinnia to confess that yes, that was indeed his Grindr profile, the putting up of which, he wrote, was “a major disobedience on my part…disobedience to Christ. Disobedience to a loving and gracious God. ” He also vowed, “I won’t be on grindr again….ever.”

The poor guy. He’s just … well, really young, for one. He’s twenty-three. I’ve got a pair of Ugg slippers about that old. They’re disgusting; they look like they have mange. Matt, on the other hand, is not disgusting, and appears entirely mange-free. Which I believe comes in handy when you’re advertising on Grindr.

Anyway: Matt Moore! Here’s a letter I’m going to write you … well, right now:

Dear Matt,

Hi!

So please stop sweating being gay. You’re killing yourself with that. In and of itself being gay is not a moral issue. It’s not anti-God. It’s not anti-Scripture. Being gay is no more sinful than is being blue-eyed or left-handed.

You’re doing the crazy thing, friend: you’re splitting the hair between being gay and actually allowing yourself to be in a gay relationship. You’re saying that it’s okay to be gay; it’s just not okay to engage in gay love. But that’s like saying it’s okay to have lungs, but it’s not okay to breathe. One goes with the other. Separate the two and things get real ugly real fast.

I wrote a piece called Wings on a Pig about the now common, horrendously irrational and ultimately cruel notion that being gay is just—as you claim it to be—another sin that needs resisting. The main point I made there is this one:

Here is that Big Difference between homosexuality and all those other activities generally understood to be “sinful”: There is no sin I can commit that, by virtue of my having committed it, renders me incapable of loving or being loved. I can commit murder. I can steal. I can rob. I can rape. I can drink myself to death. I can do any terrible thing at all, and no one would ever claim that intrinsic to the condition that gave rise to my doing that terrible thing is that I am, by nature, unqualified for giving or receiving love.

No one tells the chronic drinker, glutton, adulterer, gambler, or any other kind of sinner that having committed their sin—that being the way they are—means they must stop experiencing love.

Yet living without love is exactly what anti-gay Christians insist upon for gay people.

When you tell a gay person to “resist” being gay, what you are really telling them—what you really mean—is for them to be celibate. It’s okay for them to be gay; they just can’t live out their gayness.

What you mean is that you want them to condemn themselves to a life absolutely devoid of the kind of the romantic, long-term, emotionally and physically intimate love that all people, Christians included, understand not only as their birthright, but as just about the greatest part of being human.

Be alone, you’re demanding. Live alone. Don’t hold anyone’s hand. Don’t snuggle on your couch with anyone. Don’t cuddle up with anyone at night before you fall asleep. Don’t have anyone at your table to chat with over coffee in the morning.

Don’t have or raise children.

Don’t get married. Live your whole life without knowing that joy, that sharing, that fulfillment.

Be alone. Live alone. Die alone.

The “sinful temptation” that Christians are forever urging LGBT people to resist is love.

Does that make sense, Matt? It’s perfectly okay that you’re gay. You get to be gay, and be married, and know a life with a loving partner, just like the life I cherish with my wife. I don’t get to enjoy more of life than you do simply because I was born straight. God did not create a special order of humans that he punishes for loving and being loved. He did not decree that some of us get to know love in both its spiritual and physical aspects, while others of us get only half of that. What God worth worshiping would be so cretinous? Have more faith in the God who made you and me, buddy. We all get to have, know, and experience love. Straight people, gay people, bi-people, transgender people … all of us. The eternal, inviolate, and sacrosanct birthright of every person ever born is to give and receive the love that God himself designed us to yearn for and experience.

God doesn’t want us to know him better through our sinning. He wants us to know him best through our love.

You don’t get to be the exception to the rule of needing and deserving full love, Matt. You couldn’t be that exception if you tried. You have tried at that, and failed. And you are destined to fail at that over and over again, until the day you realize that the only one endeavoring to prevent you from being all that God made you to be is you.

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