{"id":87,"date":"2023-06-05T15:52:50","date_gmt":"2023-06-05T19:52:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/happyfooddance\/?p=87"},"modified":"2023-06-05T15:52:50","modified_gmt":"2023-06-05T19:52:50","slug":"garden-prayers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.patheos.com\/blogs\/happyfooddance\/2023\/06\/garden-prayers\/","title":{"rendered":"Garden Prayers"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<\/head>
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There is a time to plant and a time to uproot within life\u2019s garden. Each time can be exhilarating, painful, anxiety provoking and filled with guilt. But God won\u2019t leave us alone in our time.<\/em><\/p>\n
Being let go from my executive role with a sizeable multi-location hospital system in the Northeast sent me reeling into an emotional abyss of shame, guilt, anger, and fear. I felt violated and targeted for things that I knew were untrue. I was furious for being unjustly removed. I felt terrified for our household\u2019s financial future. And I was shamed over the stigma of having been fired.<\/p>\n
Even though that was decades ago, I can still feel the scar.<\/p>\n
On that late September day, as I walked from the office to my car in the hospital\u2019s parking lot, what I was experiencing did not align with the weather surrounding me. My world was grey and stormy, chaotic and threatening. Yet, the early autumn sky was clear and blue, the air crisp, the colors vibrant.<\/p>\n
For the next two weeks, I proceeded to hole up in my kitchen armchair with tea and blankets. Every day in sweats and headbands, I stared out at the miserably beautiful weather that refused to participate in my mood.<\/p>\n
Until a friend showed up with tools. Garden tools.<\/p>\n