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Is Letting Go Abandonment? Mom’s Spiritual Crisis

Is Letting Go Abandonment? Mom’s Spiritual Crisis

Last updated on: December 7, 2025 at 3:15 pm by Christine Moriarty Field

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Is Letting Go Abandonment? Mom’s Spiritual Crisis 2025-12-07T15:15:17-06:00 Christine Moriarty Field

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The biblical model of motherhood we were handed came with an unspoken contract: sacrifice everything, endure anything, and never, ever stop giving.

Mary at the foot of the cross became our template—the mother who stays present through her child’s suffering, who never stops watching, never stops caring, never stops bearing the pain alongside them.

But what if we misunderstood the lesson?

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The Theology of Endless Rescue

I was raised in a church culture (and a homeschool culture) that glorified maternal martyrdom. A good Christian mother was always available, always self-sacrificing, always putting her children’s needs before her own. Rest was selfishness. Boundaries were coldness. Letting your adult children struggle was basically failing at the one job that mattered.

I wore myself down to nothing trying to live up to that standard. And when I finally collapsed under the weight of it, when my body literally started shutting down from the stress of trying to rescue everyone all the time, I felt like I’d failed God.

If I was a truly loving mother, wouldn’t I be able to keep going? Wouldn’t my faith give me endless strength to keep fixing, keep intervening, keep saving?

The guilt was crushing. I was failing as a mother AND failing as a Christian.

The Night I Stopped Praying the Wrong Prayer

For years, my prayer life centered entirely on my children’s crises. “Please God, fix this situation with my daughter. Please intervene in this bad decision. Please protect them from consequences.”

I was basically asking God to do what I couldn’t do myself—rescue them from every uncomfortable situation.

One night, exhausted and depleted, I prayed a different prayer: “I can’t do this anymore. Show me what I’m supposed to do.”

The answer that came wasn’t audible, but it was clear: Let go.

Not abandon. Not stop loving. But let go of the belief that I was responsible for controlling outcomes I was never meant to control.

What the Bible Actually Says About Letting Go

I started rereading the parables with new eyes. The Prodigal Son’s father doesn’t chase after his son. He doesn’t go rescue him from the pig sty. He lets him go, lets him fail, lets him hit bottom.

And when the son returns, the father doesn’t say, “I knew you couldn’t handle it on your own.” He celebrates the son’s agency, his choice to return, his growth.

The father’s love didn’t mean preventing suffering. It meant trusting the process.

I thought about Jesus with his own disciples. He knew Peter would deny him. He knew Judas would betray him. He knew they would all scatter when things got hard.

And he let them. He didn’t rescue them from their own choices. He didn’t prevent their failures. He trusted that failure was part of their formation.

The Spiritual Practice of Non-Rescue

Letting go became my spiritual discipline.

Every time I wanted to jump in and fix something, I had to sit with the discomfort and ask: Am I being called to intervene, or am I just trying to escape my own anxiety?

Most of the time, it was the latter.

The practice looked like this:

Pray for wisdom for THEM, not for me to fix their problems
Trust God’s work in their lives more than my own intervention
Remember that struggle often precedes transformation
Accept that love doesn’t mean preventing all pain

It was the hardest spiritual practice I’ve ever undertaken. Harder than fasting. Harder than any prayer vigil. Because it required me to confront my own lack of faith—my belief that I had to be God for my children because I didn’t really trust God to be God.

The Guilt That Feels Holy But Isn’t

Christian guilt is particularly insidious because it dresses up as virtue.

“I should sacrifice more.”

“A good mother would find a way.”

“My suffering proves my love.”

But that’s not holiness. That’s codependency with a scripture veneer.

I finally realized that the guilt I felt about not rescuing my adult children wasn’t coming from God. It was coming from a distorted theology that confused self-destruction with sanctification.

God doesn’t ask us to destroy ourselves for our children. Jesus gave his life ONCE, for all humanity, precisely so we wouldn’t have to keep sacrificing ourselves in futile attempts to save people.

What Changes When You Trust the Process

When I stopped treating every crisis as something I needed to prevent, I started seeing God’s work in places I’d been too frantic to notice.

The suffering I was so desperate to prevent was actually the soil where growth was happening.

I was getting in the way of their formation by constantly trying to rescue them from the very experiences that were shaping them.

The Mother God Actually Calls Us to Be

The image of Mary at the cross started looking different to me.

She didn’t try to stop the crucifixion. She didn’t beg Jesus to come down from the cross. She didn’t attempt a rescue.

She stood witness. She remained present without intervening. She trusted something larger than her maternal instinct to protect.

That’s not passive. That’s profound faith.

Maybe the calling isn’t to be the rescuer. Maybe it’s to be the witness. To hold space for suffering without trying to eliminate it. To trust that transformation often comes through struggle, not around it.

The Permission You’re Waiting For

If you’re carrying guilt about not doing enough, not being enough, not rescuing enough—hear this:

You are not called to be your adult children’s savior. That position is already filled.

You are not responsible for preventing all their suffering. Suffering is often the teacher you could never be.

You are not abandoning them when you stop rescuing them. You’re trusting them—and trusting God—more than you trust your own anxiety.

The crisis that feels like an emergency might be the sacred struggle they need to become who they’re meant to be.

Your job isn’t to prevent that. Your job is to love them through it without taking it over.

The New Prayer

These days, when my kids are struggling, I pray something different:

“Help me get out of the way of what You’re doing in their life. Give me the strength to witness without rescuing. Help me trust Your work more than my worry.”

And then I sit with the discomfort. I let them struggle. I trust the process.

Not because I don’t care. But because I finally understand that real love doesn’t mean protecting someone from every hard thing.

Real love trusts that God is at work even—especially—in the difficult places.

The rescue we’re called to isn’t saving our children from struggle. It’s rescuing ourselves from the belief that we have to.

That’s where the real transformation begins.

If you struggle in this area, check out my Marriage and Motherhood Survival Method to help you break free from the rescue and regret cycle.

Let’s have an uncomfortable discussion: How many times this WEEK have you dropped everything for an adult child’s ’emergency’? How many of those emergencies actually required your immediate intervention?

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